An update on my life and some crush of the weeks thrown in there too...

Crush of the week is a blog thing I try to do weekly but usually fail to do because I am busy or forget or both and then make up for later..... so this is me making up for last week and doing one for this and also one for the next week. It really freakin takes away from the effect to do it this way but I have no other choice because I don't have time to screw around on my computer looking for some cute guy to post pictures of and sound slightly stalkerish about. So anyway.. if you can't tell I'm stressed to the max and it's only going to get worse... December is usually the most anxiety ridden month of all for me. I am not kidding. Christmas is being held at my house this year, as in Christmas lunch or dinner or whatever the Hell you want to call it. Then there is exams the week before I get out. Then there's the week I have off before Christmas and that is NOTHING but cleaning.. like cleaning EVERYTHING-dusting, mopping, waxing floors, vacumming, cleaning glass and mirrors, moreee dusting, cleaning baseboards and moldings, sinks, toilets, tubs, front porch, yard work, sweeping off front steps, organizing, re-organizing, some last minute decorating, having a meltdown at some point, polishing furniture, presents I still have to get, getting rid of cobwebs that may be lurking... Yes I am a crazy person, but after that list I would love to know who wouldn't be crazy just thinking about doing all that. It is a lot of pressure to have on you. And then there's actually doing it, and that isn't a picnic either. I know I really need to not bitch this much... but oh well. Going to be bitching more anyway... So, two of my friends are spending the weekend with me the weekend of the 9th and 10th. So the house has to be spotless for them which puts a sooner deadline on my head as far as cleaning goes. I am going to Disney world tomorrow and am coming back Sunday. Yet another stress. I am going through NCA because my squad got offered the chance to go and be in the Christmas parade that will air Christmas day. So.. my entire month is jam packed and I have a million things I need to do on top of that so this whole month is just not going to be good as for my blog. So, really, I am shutting up now. Enough of my bitching..


CRUSH OF THE for last week

JIMMY PAGE :D

I love this picture the most because he looks like he is just looking right through you

I love Jimmy of Led Zeppelin, he is really great looking. He looks... almost pretty. One of his former girlfriend/groupies (Pamela De Barres) said he was so pretty that he was boy-girl pretty. And I agree with her. He looks especilly sexy when playing guitar too:) the above pictures are proof.

CRUSH OF THE WEEK for this week:

PAUL STANLEY!!!

I reallyyy love this picture for some reason, he seems so.. mischievious

KISS hard hat... it's a good look

As usual, I love to see hard rockers rocking out on their guitars, it's just hot. And Paul Stanley is just the best, such an innovator in the genre we call rock. Love you so much Paul, enjoy the hot rocker pictures.

CRUSH OF THE WEEK for next week:

JAMES FRANCO

One of my favorite actors, and one of my favorite men in Hollywood. I find him dashing and beautiful and he played as James Dean in a movie about James Dean's life so of course I loveeee him!! Enjoy the pictures!

God he looks so much like James Dean.

look at that boyish charming smile haha

So, that's it for now. Hope that I can blog again soon but who knows. So hope everyone has a good rest of the week!

Betsey Johnson Too Too

This is one of my favorite perfume bottles and I got it for my brthday and.. It is my favorite present and I love it so much!!!!!! Sooo cute, right? Betsey Johnson is one of my favorite designers and so cool and has such a great style and I love the thunderbolt logo of hers... it's so cool:)

Fall fashion haul 2011!

I love gold for fall, it is the best and so pretty and complimenting

This is my absolute favorite picture of them all!!! I love it so much, everything about it is so so pretty and classic and perfect

details make the difference... how true!

If only the people in  my town could get a dose of dialy style... it would do them good.

Loveee these soooo much!!!!!

So, fall is here, and fall fashion can be pretty awesome. I am so excited about it! I think I might start doing some outfit posts, I always try to dress my best no matter what.  Can you say the same? I hate it when people aren't fashionable, and one day I will live somewhere other than hick-ville where people might actually dress well. But until that day, I can just drool over the adorable clothes I see in magazines... Gosh when will eighteen come!?

P.S. hope some of the above pictures inspired you guys to be fashionable, it inspired me!

I have always been a really stubborn person, any one who knows me knows this. But I want you to all do me a favor, look at my left ankle and then look a my right ankle. The left one looks a Hell of a lot smaller than the right one, would you agree? Well, as can be imagined, my ankle hurts a lot. But you know what? I have a cheer competion this Saturday, and if my ankle hurts a little just so that I can compete then so be it. Determination and hard work are worth it, no matter what. I just thought I would share ths little tidbit of.. shall we say motivation? Anyways, I'm gonna be hitting it as hard as I can when I perform so wish me luck, it will not be easy believe me!! To show you how hard peforming in a competion is, here is my favorite cheer competion routine from Oklahoma State. Watch it and hope you like!

Here is a video of some awesome and wicked tumbling as well just so you can see what my aspirations are haha!

Guess what today is??????

Yes, if you guessed my birthday, you would be correct! I am sixteen today, and do you know what? It feels like just another day to me, I don't even care that it's my birthday all that much. I don't know if that's a sign of my maturity, how little I really care about celebrating myself, or how I just don't care in general. It might perhaps be all of the above. I just feel like since I'm not going to have a sweet sixteen and the whole sha-bang why even bother? Maybe one day I will look back on this and regret not having a party or celebrating but I doubt it. If I lived in a different place with different people then omygod I would so have a party but not here. Life here, crap. Life other places, much better. So, have a great day to you all and wish me happy birthday in the comments!!:)

Crush of the week!!

This is yet another two weeks worth of crush of the weeks due to the fact that I am not as proactive a blogger as I should be. So, without further hesitation here is Crush of the Week for last week....

River Phoenix!!!!!!

 I really love this look he has in this picture, it just screams of uncertainty and pain. That is probably why I love him so much though.. brooding is hot sometimes... especially on River Phoenix

musically gifted to!! BONUS:)

He looks broken and brooding as ever

Ohmygod, one of my absolute favorite actors!! He was so great, and the fact that he was such a mess in real life made him an even better actor in my opinion. He just knew what he was doing when it came to acting. I loveeeee him in Stand By Me and Running on Empty. Running on Empty is one of those amazing movies that I would suggest to anyone to watch just simply because of it's great plot and cast. And River Phoenix was veryyyyy hot too:). He reminds me of James Dean just a little bit, minus the possible gayness.

On to Crush of the Week for this week....

Robin Zander

I noticed in this picture that the guy in he back with brown hair in the middle, I do no know his name, is really really hot too!!

Yes, I am completely random in my picks for Crush of the Week. But I have always thought that Robin Zander, front man for the seventies/eighties band Cheap Trick is so cute!! He was just such a cutie and he was a great singer. "I want you to want me.." I want you to want me too Robin! He had such a boyish innocence to his looks but looked like there might be more to him than innocence at the same time... he was a rockstar after all...
 Enjoy the pictures my dears:)